hey pretty's so i need advice basically this all started in 6th grade i was diagnosed with depression, bipolar, and anxiety up to this day i still haven't learned how to cope with it but day by day i'm learning too but ever since i was diagnosed with that i started taking therapy i have been to about 7 different places and i feel like none have helped my most recent therapy said that i'm going to have my last session this upcoming week and i don't know how to feel they said they think i'm ready but i feel like i'm not me and my mom don't really see each other a lot, my sisters are older and live on their own, i have no friends because i'm homeschooled so i feel like i'm alone and therapy is the only place where i can actually vent to someone also what i'm about to tell you guys has been really hard for me to open about i've kept it to myself all this time but i feel like i shouldn't so like in summer break 2018 i went to new york to visit my dad who i haven't seen for almost 5 years things where going great till i got sexually abused it's been really hard for me all this time i have not told anyone about this and i don't know if i should talk to someone professional i just feel so afraid i'm tired of feeling this way i'm sorry if i wrote too much i got carried away
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thank you so much luv. i try my best to stay strong always. 🦋💕
First of all girl you are so unbelieving strong. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. This is always a place to vent to you can always message me as well if therapy isn’t going to be a place anymore but stay the strong girl you clearly are 🦋💗
thanks bby same goes to you 💜
thank you so much pretty !! you don't know how much i appreciate you taking time out your day to give me advice. it makes me feel like i'm not alone so thank you for that. all your advice is amazing ima do everything you said maybe it will help me maybe it won't but hopefully everything goes good and i can have a new start and bby back at you your vv strong and don't forget your worth a lot. 🦋💞
Maleny.. baby girl don't apologise okay! You are so brave for letting this out. I know sometimes professional help doesn't really help at some points.
Just know we are here for you and we well try our best to help you. Mija I know it's a very hard topic...it's hard for me to talk about it but you should talk to someone professional about it trust me on that I always say everyone that went through that is lucky they got away and got help...
I know it hurts since that's your blood and it's like why me ? Listen things always happen for a reason even the worst things. They happen for a reason. I really advice you to tell someone please I know that is hard but trust me you'll feel way better.
Sometimes professional people don't really help and you just feel like what am I doing. You gotta breathe and things we'll get better even with everything on your plate. Find yourself you've gone through so much . But your also getting through it, even if your sisters are way keep in contact try and also try and see your mama more.
I hate the fact that so much if us go through sexual abuse but you know what I say that to be grateful because most woman and children don't survive that type of stuff and we have ! And it's amazing!
I'm so proud of you for letting this out I'm here if you want to keep talking about this I know it's hard and it's going to take time but you got this okay!
If your a pet perosn maybe you can tell your doctor's about a service animal they help so much ! But we are here never forget that and remember what happened to you want your fault you are worth so much.
God bless Mama's crown up head up everything is going to be okay! 💛🌻🦋
Hey love, its normal to not be able to cope with what you’re going rough right away. What your going through is new to you so don’t be hard on yourself. It’s a great start for you telling your story on here. I’m so sorry that happened to you. If your comfortable talking to me you can anytime!! :)