My abusive reltaionship 😣💔

Hey, girls im Arleth and I want to tell you about one of my past relationships. It all started in mid-November of 2019 when we met each other. We met at a party and he asked for my Instagram I thought he was cute so I gave it to him. We would go out here and there but we would always go out with friends for like a whole month. So on New Years, he decided to invite me over to his family's house to celebrate new years. I went and he asked out on new years so everything was going good till I had to tell him that I had not gotten my period for the month of March. It was honestly so hard for me to tell him but I felt like it was the best thing. When I told him he was scared and we rushed to the store to buy a pregnancy test. I was scared to take the test because I had never been pregnant before and I didn't know how my family was going to react. Two days later I finally decided to take the test and it came out positive. I told his mom first and then I told him. He was crying when I told him and he said that he didn't know how to react to it because we are so young and had so many plans for us in the future. My family didn't know anything until two weeks after I took the test, my grandparents were obviously upset but they said that they were going to help me out regardless, my aunt was also upset but was helping me stay strong. I went to the doctors on March 20th and was told that I was pregnant my boyfriend was there and so was his mom. A week and sum days after I had the appointment one of my ex's texted me out of the blue and my boyfriend saw the messages and started yelling at me asking me who he was, why was he texting me for, and I told him the truth I told him that he was my ex but I never responded and to him and I didn't know why he was texting me for. His mom was upstairs and heard us yelling so she came to the balcony and was like "What's going on? Why are you guys yelling?" so he was like "Sum dude just texted her and said that he misses her and wants to hang out with her" I started crying and I kept telling him that I didn't text him since 8 months ago but he didn't believe me even tho he had my password. He then pushed me on to the couch and I was pregnant obviously. His mom came running downstairs and started yelling at him to get out of the house. He left and was gone for about 30 minutes. I had gotten a really bad back pain and I took Ibuprofen thinking that it was just because of the weight. So it kinda went away but then it came back the next day and I couldn't even stand up. So I called his mom cuz he wasn't home and she came into the room and I had not noticed that there was blood on the sheets until she told me. So I started panicking and she called the ambulance. When I got to the hospital they did an ultrasound and told me that the baby had no heartbeat. I was 5 weeks and 5 days and the doctor told me that I was able to hear the baby's heartbeat at exactly 5 weeks the least. I was in there for about 30 minutes when I texted him what the doctor had told me and he came in running and crying asking what was happening. And the doctor told us that I had a miscarriage he couldn't control himself so had to get out of the room. When I got out of the hospital we were still dating but things weren't the same no more, we went from being on the phone for 17 hours to 6 hours. He would always bring up the fact that I had a miscarriage because of his fault. Which ion think it was just because of his fault but also because I was also stressing too much. When I would go over to his house he would hit me and tell me that if I ever told someone that he hits me he would do something to me and if I told the police he would something to my family. This is the first time speaking about this subject after 3 months. I left him in April 2020 but I still think about what happened, the many times that he abused me, how he changed all of a sudden and no not to a good way but a bad way, how he ignored what his mom would tell him to do. I really hope you girls can say sum that will really motivate me or can you plz text me on Instagram @xo._arleth and maybe we can become friends and you can help me out.