So over the summer something that i cant really say happened with this boy that i didn't want to happen i bet ya'll can imagine what happened. I have been struggling with having bad thoughts and self harm i have told my parents a whole report has been going on but i still don't know what to do. Every time i close my eyes or lay down at night i have this nightmare of exactly what happened and then i question my worth or i blame myself for what happened i know that there was nothing i could do but its just hard. I feel so alone in this situation. People at my school have found out and i have no clue how and now they make jokes out of it and i end up crying in the bathroom and missing classes. Anyone got and suggestions?
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i think if your comfortable with it you should see a counselor and i want you to know that it is not your fault and never question your self worth because you matter. people are going to make jokes about it but dont show them that it affects you and try to ignore it, i know that it can be hard but if you show them that it hurts you then they will continue to do it its going to be ok i promise and when your ready maybe try to talk to the guy and tell him how you feel about the situation. just stay positive you will get through this much love :))))
XOXO