So over the summer something that i cant really say happened with this boy that i didn't want to happen i bet ya'll can imagine what happened. I have been struggling with having bad thoughts and self harm i have told my parents a whole report has been going on but i still don't know what to do. Every time i close my eyes or lay down at night i have this nightmare of exactly what happened and then i question my worth or i blame myself for what happened i know that there was nothing i could do but its just hard. I feel so alone in this situation. People at my school have found out and i have no clue how and now they make jokes out of it and i end up crying in the bathroom and missing classes. Anyone got and suggestions?