I've known since 6th grade that i was suicidal and ive never wanted help or got the help that I need i just have been dealing with my parents being shitheads my whole life and they always treat me like a piece of shit and they told me to my face that they hate me and it sucks because I try to be a good kid and im sorry that im not this image of perfection that everyone wants me to be I give so much i give my all and i get nothing back and I just dont wanna be alive rn i feel worthless and stupid for being who I am and that no-one loves me and my parents will always be shitheads i never talk ab my life at home to anyone I just keep it inside and i break down and I cry myself to sleep every night and i try so fucking hard to make them proud but nothing i do makes them happy 😞🥺💔
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aww hun dont say that i feel everything you are going through i struggle with this so much... I have cut and tried to end my life so many times because i felt like no one loved me anymore and because i felt like i was worthless and a mistake i was fucking everything up, pushing everyone that loved me away expecially the boy that i loved so fucking much but i ruined that....But i have realized that god loves me inspite of all my flaws. He put us in this world for a reason that reason we may never know but you play a part in this world and one day you are gonna realize it. One day you are going to have a big beautyful family of your own you will have childen that will call you mommy and your call your husband daddy you have so much to look forward to in life. Dont fouas on the people that are bringing you down Honestly tell them to go fuck themselfs if you have to. You are stronger than them. Show them what they are missing out on. Just be you prinsses that is all you can do at this point. Keep your head up high...I love youuu.
Thank you sooo much 😚for your support!!!!! It means alot to me