So I just wanted to like see if you could say anything to me that would make me feel better I guess about what has happened to me recently :)
So in October last year I got home late & my mum got really angry, she smashed my phone up, starting packing my bags & said I needed to leave to go to my dad's. I don't have a great relationship with my dad so I walked with some clothes & stayed at my friends. My mum called the police & I stayed at my friends for a few more days before going back home like the next week. A month later it happened again but not because I was late home or anything, my mum just got angry and so I walked out of the house on a weekend & went to see my boyfriend, I then went back home at like 8pm & my mum was super annoyed. Eventually I ended up going to my dad's & I saw my boyfriend like every day I could. Then I went away for Christmas with my dad instead of my mum which she & my sister were super upset about. When I got back I saw my boyfriend a few more times, one of the times I went to meet him & one of his mates that goes to my school & we ended up going to my boyfriend's mate's house. My boyfriend's mate then was like 'have you two had sex yet?' I didn't say anything but my boyfriend was like 'nah, not yet but we will'. I didn't speak up but it ended up that my boyfriend's mate left the room for a bit & we had sex. We went out, got lit & then I ended up using my boyfriend's phone to call my dad to pick me up. A few days later I met my boyfriend with a whole big group of people. When I went home I had people messaging me saying 'I'm so sorry about you & ....', stuff like that. I then messaged my boyfriend & he said that he changed his mind about being with me & he didn't want to speak to me ever again. I've had the police involved with me, I almost got put into foster care, all because of the people I'm friends with & the way people treat me makes me behave. He used me for sex, I really loved him & I didn't understand why he broke up with me because of the way he treated me & the way we looked & spoke to each other. I still can't get over him or what he did to me but there isn't anyone I can speak to.
I just wanted to see if you could relate more with the boyfriend thing & how I can recover from it. I can't speak to my friends or my ex because I don't have any kind of phone as my mum can't afford it & my dad won't speak to my mum or me or my sister.
My name is Dotty, I live in England & I'm gonna turn 15 soon.
@Lil Jerz #jerzigirlz