So basically in 8th grade I went through on of the hardest years of my life and I'm still trying to through it to this day. I thought 8th grade year was going to be great I made the cheer team and was ready for all the games and pep rally's, but towards the middle of the year things started to take a huge turn. A couple of my what i thought good friends decided to start huge drama. The 2 girls basically started slut shaming me and putting around the school that I would go to boys houses after school and do thing if y'all know what I mean. It got so bad to the point were the principles of the school started pulling me from class to ask if what they were hearing was true. It also got to the point were they called my parents and let them know everything that was being said. Now mind you my family really strict on me so they knew exactly where i was at all times because of a parental app on my phone that allows them to control my screen time and location and everything like that. So I basically lost all my friends that year and was left by myself to deal with everything which put a lot of pressure on me. The few people that still talked to me I knew were being fake and just trying to get things out of me but thanks to my major trust issues I not really ever open up to anyone or talk about my feelings to anyone. The year was really hard and I couldn't wait for the school year to be over so I could get away from everything and every one hoping that things would calm down by the time my freshman year started. Summer came I just kinda stayed home all summer didn't do much. Freshman year started and I was excited thinking everyone forgot about everything and everything was calmed down but I was wrong. The year started everything was going okay didn't really have friends so I was still kind of by myself just doing me. Then the rumors started coming up again but this time it was both boys and girls starting things. Boys started saying I would do things with them in school and girls just added on to it by slut shaming and body shaming me again. So I was right back to were I was in middles school, but luckily for me I'm the type of girl that doesn't let what people say effect me or I'm really good at making it seem that way but deep down it does hurt me and make me feel extremely bad. All this stuff was going around about me that I'm a hoe and all this. I never really let people see that what they were doing was phasing me because I wasn't going to let them win. Luckily this whole covid-19 thing hit and I didn't have to go back to school with all the toxic people, but covid only made things worse. All the sudden a bunch of boys are texting me and trying to f*ck me just because the image that has been put up about me everyone thinks I'm easy and will do anything with anyone all from some lies that went around. I guess basically what I'm trying to say is I don't really know what to do at this point all this stuff that's been said about me just makes me eel horrible and I don't really know what I'm suppose to do I feel like I'm reaching my breaking point. Covid has really shown me who my true friends are and it's literally only one person and I don't want to put all my stuff on them because they already go through so much on there own so here I am asking jerzigirls for help.