So it's been a while and I just wanted to say that things may not be the best with me but I'm at a better place than before. I've been off media and everything since the last time I was on and it has changed me for the better. Everything feels less toxic and less weight on my shoulders. Instead of crying at three in the morning questioning my self-worth, I'm up at 3:30 getting ready to go to the gym at 5. Five days ago I lost a family member and didn't get to say bye, his new girlfriend took my parents and grandma off the emergency contact so she called after he died, and then because she took my parents off emergency contact the hospital moved the body somewhere else. I let it hold me back the last couple of days but I'm back up and running. I recently signed up for a hula exhibition for Japan and that was fun. I love each and every one of you!! Have an amazing day and if you need someone lmk I'll be here